Selamat menyambut hari asyura.
im having my 3rd day of period. quite heavy as expected. Yesterday i got a MC as i was diagnosed low blood pressure by Dr. Gopi early in the morning.
It's been a while since my last post anyway. Benn busy with works, PPA, TP PPAT and life.. sometimes i feel lost in the middle of nowhere, wondering what is/are my life purpose is. I think its time to go back to basic, by remembering Allah we can actually reach the peacefulness and serenity of heart.
latest happening was: i lost my Adidas running shoes last Sunday. i was too sad since i've just used it the nite before. What dissappoint me the most was, i was ll ready: warmed up, bottle filled and all i had to do was just to put my shoes on! but the moment i opened the door, TA-RA! no shoes. no sock. NONE!
I was too devastated and cried. But, there's this one advice which i got from Paan that made me feel like a slap on my face:
" tak apa lah, ada lah silap dekat mana-mana tu. Buat potongan zakat tak gaji tu. "
Buat potongan zakat tak gaji tu. - TAK. i havent arrange for it. Yes, what he said is so true. Behind every incident, there's always reason for us to think of. And for my case, zakat is it's all about. and suddenly i feel calm to let it go. Rezeki Allah patut dikongsi, tapi aku tak buat yang sepatutnya. Sebagai akibat, kasut hilang. Bak kata mak dan bapak, rezeki tak berkat. Masya Allah.
Lesson learnt: buat lah potongan zakat secepat mungkin.
P/s: yesterday, YES yesterday i went to the same shop (Al-ikhsan wangsa maju) to by a new running shoe, almost the same desing but different color-pink that is. the same exact pink socks. with a new top-up: a pink sports adidas 500ml bottle.
See, ada hikmahkan. (dapat kasut warna pink, socks pink and bottle pink)
love,
Lyna
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