Running away is not the solution but it does feel good

Assalamualaikum,

It's been a while tho. Lucky me, alhamdulillah.. i can still breath on today's beautiful day. Thank you Allah. for giving me another time and chance untuk bertaubat dan memanjatkan syukur padaMu.

Okeh. As the title reads. panjang kan.. running away is indeeed is not a solution. sooner or later the truth will surely be revealed. thats why people always say:

Running is not a solution, it's only delaying.. i repeaet DELAYING the truth

which in my case the truth has finally revealed and it somehow cause me some lot of trouble. But, todays' post is not meant for the earlier part of running. it is for the later part :

"... but it does feel good.."  

small steps could lead to a bigger achievement . Even babies need to crawl first before successfully standing on both of their legs..

indeed, it feels good.

My running shoes : i have long not worn them for months.. MONTHS!
My tracksuit         : also not worn for quite some  time, i din even realize since when does the size shrink-ed??
My loose shirt      : most of them are not wearable due to extra pounds and extra bummy pack and mummy-    tummy-look-a-like stomach.

oh-my-tummy-&-bummy.. 

since when does these two part of my body grew bigger and doubled their size?? since when????????

thanks for the extra pounds, now i have less than half of my wardrobe of wearable clothes!!!

gotta start running and keep the momentum.. and its not about the desire to look slimmy thin like a model figure tho, it's more towards a healthy body and peace of mind. 

y peace of mind? 

so that i dont have to worry bout my unfitted jeans, 

dont have to worry if people will mistreated me as one pregnant lady in the train and try to be nice offering me a seat. 

oh my fat!!!! go away... fuh.. fuhhhhh.. if only shredding the extra pounds would be as simple as whistling to the wind! which not even 1 calorie even burnt! 


till then,

May the force be with me, in achieving  my ideal weight.
xoxo